Archive for December, 2006

Alone

Tuesday, December 12th, 2006

I hear the ticking of the clock
I’m lying here the room’s pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won’t end though
Alone

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

You don’t know how long I have wanted
To touch your lips and hold you tight
You don’t know how long I have waited
And I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
And my love for you is still unknown
Alone

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
Alone, alone.

is this giving up?

Sunday, December 10th, 2006

i was really mad at you…you may not know exactly how you made me feel but that was the worst…no one has the right to do that to me, no one has the right to hurt me that way and no one has the right to reject me…but you did…of all people only you made me feel so rejected…i regret i met you, i regret i gave myself the chance to know you and i regret i allowed myself to fall for you…

in dilemma

Monday, December 4th, 2006

i dunno why i am in dilemma…actually i do know but don’t know exactly why i have to be affected by it…it was just an invitation..i simply have to go and see his family and more of his friends and the place where he grew up.ana lang nganung apektado man jud ko ug inani ha?sultii ko…should i go or not?i don’t wanna go coz it would only add to my frustration but i wanna go coz i don’t wanna miss this chance…i have three months left to have moments with him…after his graduation our roads will never cross again and i will have no way of bein w/ him…