The Insensitive

i am a devil’s advocate…as people see me…am i?

for a while i tried to get off from the person who i wasn’t with people who were completely different from who i am…now, im back!!!i am simply making a choice, making myself happy and standing on what i believe is right.

i simply found myself in the company of people who accepts and understands who i really am…i simply realized that its best to be hated for what you are than be love for what you’re not…people may not understand and i don’t expect them to…but being where i am right now led me to being with the most genuine people in the world for with them i am me…

i may turn out as a devil’s advocate i don’t care, i still have a few who believes in me…

text text…unsa jud diay ning text text?ngano daghan man nabuang niini?it’s supposed to be a form of communication but is it still used the way it should be these days?

possible ba ngA ma inlove pinaagi niini? kung ako imung pangutan-on oo…kung ang uban muing0n na kini storya2x lang but still it lies in you…it could be more than just stroya2x…it’s a way of getting into each other’s life…i’m saying this not that im trying to imply that it applies to every situation…of course not it’s a case to case basis but to me, i never waste a second of my time to text people who aren’t important to me…I go crazy with what i think is worth my time…

texting to me is more than a use of a gadget, more than a want, more than an obssession…now, it’s a vital part of me…my only way to get to every person’s heart specially to HIS.so text text na lang para malipay:>

3742,

I SIMPLY WANNA BE A PART OF YOU….

              I SIMPLY WANNA BE THERE TO SUPPORT YOU…

                             I SIMPLY NEED YOU B’COZ, I LOVE YOU…

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i sometimes wonder if im not going over yet…alam mo yun?i feel like so tanga na kasi minsan doing this and that for this someone and i dont even know if he could notice my existence in his life…

but then, i’ve come to the resolution…i’ll never stop till he tells me so…if that happens i know it would hurt alot but…tell me, how could I ever let go to what i have for him now?his my one true love, my great love, my eternal love…ka oa ko na oi but yeah what i have here is genuine and ill never give up…he may one day forget that i exist but at least i could say that "i never gave up on you"…ill wait…

WEEKENDS….

i nver really thought weekends could be as special as it is to me now…but it is…and every week i wait for nothing but for weekends to come, why? because it’s this two special days we call, saturday and sunday that fills in whatever sort of emptiness i feel for the whole week…

he makes me feel really happy, just merely reading his messages makes me so…(God i can’t find the words)…I may not literally be with him but the feeling just seems so inexplainable even w/ the mere fact that were just texting but still there’s some sort of thrill at the thought that he really spends a fraction of his week w/ me even only on weekends…but, to me it isn’t "just weekends" coz now to me it’s the days that i feel like i really am at myself, that i don’t have to pretend coz im spending it w/ a person who accepts me as i am more than anyone else…that explains why i always long for weekends to come…