The Insensitive

my everdearest fans,

I know ull be very happy that when you check out my blog ull find seven new posts after days of not writing…hahaha dreaming again!!!yeah really that was a lot ewan ko nga what went into my mind na i just found myself right infront of my computer and i couldnt help but express what i feel. I couln’t even stop saying what i want. So here it is i came up with seven new posts…

(pls do read them faithfully coz aside sa nagpapractice akong magsulat just incase i become a full time media practitioner this is also my way of reaching out to you guys…actually i’ve written a lot na i just got so disappionted when i found out na hanggang maximum of ten posts lang pala ito…can anyone pls tell me how to extend it?i mean for me to save as much post as i want?plsssss)

I have nothing interesting to share on how i spent my Valentines Day basta ang masasabi ko lang never expect coz the greatest things in life are set to surprise you that’s why they come in the most unexpected ways and when they do nothing else could ever define the joy it that you would feel.

very inconsistent no? hahaha no proofreading pa daw…if ur not faithfully reading my blog ull never get to understand what i mean…sorry na lang bwahahaha

I know I don’t have much readers but I wanna thank everyone on my account who spends *time reading my blog coz it’s one way for you to know me. By the way I have a favorite blog right now and I want everyone to  read it pls do check out, www.bryanboy.com. By the way pasensya na po if I have some wrong spellings, even wrong grammars or whatever coz when I write in my blog I just simply express what I feel or whatever comes out of my mind. This side of the web does not go through proofreading so pls understand. CHOKS?

I know I don’t have much readers but I wanna thank everyone on my account who spend tiem reading my blog coz it’s one way for you to know me. By the way I have a favorite blog right now and I want everyone to  read it pls do check out, www.bryanboy.com. By the way pasensya na po if I have some wrong spellings, even wrong grammars or whatever coz when I write in my blog I just simply express what I feel or whatever comes out of my mind. This side of the web does not go through proofreading so pls understand. CHOKS?

It is a habit for me to go to NCX every afternoon after class to buy anything I can see most especially food. I love buying there since its very convenient for me coz it’s just right outside our school campus. A day before Valentines day I left my friends early to go to NCX and buy anything I could use for ‘the day’. I did so coz I wanna give little stuffs to my friends and I realized that if I can’t spend it with anyone special then this is probably my chance of being with my friends who have made me realize that “there are a lot that makes life worth living”. But something came up something very personal kaya hindi ko nagawa ni nasulatan man lang yung mga binili ko kaya, “guys sorry talaga ha next valentines na lang pwede?”. That’s not all of it yet coz what made that whole time in NCX worthwhile was meeting a married woman whom I think was in her late 30’s. I was waiting for my turn at the cashier when someone asked me, “what are you gonna do with these stickers?”. “Use it for tomorrow, give them out to my friends. Walang ka-date eh.”, I said. And her answer, “You know what? Consider yourself lucky because you have all the time to enjoy things others never get to do, you are still young and having a boyfriend right now is nonsensical, especially at ur age hanggang porma pa yan you can never expect any so-called true love. Guard ur heart as much as you can.” She truly had me speechless with that. See? Sometimes we must have to look around coz the most unsurpassed lessons life could ever give may be found not just in the four corners of our classrooms but it could be just around the corner.

Almost every Saturday I go home to our province with a very dear friend of mine, Hanna. It’s usually the day of the week that I long to come coz I just love to go home and see my baby sister that’s why I don’t mind the three hours ride in a bus. Me and my friend were talking when suddenly we hit on a “poste” as in yung may kuryente and what I saw were the wires hanging loose around the bus which almost turned upside-down!!! Can you imagine that? It was indeed a near death experience. I went hysterical when it happened and thanks to Hanna coz my so-called little sis suddenly turned out to be my pillar of strength. She tried to stay strong coz she knows that I could not hold any longer, that anytime I could breakdown, cry, faint or maybe even the worst may come. I in fact felt guilty coz Hanna got sick after that accident and it seemed to be an after effect after having acted as my hero. We were close to death and it made me thought, God could have allowed that to happen for some reason that I don’t know yet…What could it possibly be?

Last Thursday during our MC class we talked about magazines and newspapers. In connection to it we discussed about freelance writers who usually flock publishing companies during Christmas time. The teacher then asked us to think of titles or topics that we could write about Christmas and of course there was a long list since great minds just can’t go ——— right? MC people? In the midst of discussion our instructor suddenly asked: “How about for this season? What could possibly be the most catching article on Valentines?”. Many uttered different ideas. I don’t know what came in to my mind that I suddenly spoke out loud, “How to Celebrate Valentines Alone”. Surprisingly, our teacher loved it but the rational discussion turned out to be a bantering scene. But I thought, why not? Right? I don’t have anyone to go out with so why shouldn’t I make good use of my singlehood? Hahaha kina-carrier and pagka-loveless galore!!! But to tell you, i do have a date, wondering who? my computer…i know what’s puzzling you guys…why is Denise making a big deal on being single? My God don’t you know that this is the first time in five years since i started the "going out" thing that im going to celebrate valentines alone.

Last Tuesday our class was given the task of performing for the “Araw ng mga Gabay” to entertain the unsung heroes of Ateneo. And it was quite flattering because the presenter had the audience welcome us saying: we were the crème of the crop, the best of the Humanities division. From the moment we were told of that task we felt so much pressure because it was our exam week and we only had a few days to prepare, to add to it last years presentation was critiqued to be highly entertaining. So we have to do better or at least be just as good as they were. It was then decided that we would do a comical skit that would depict the lives of the teachers. My God!!! Can I do this?(I asked myself) About three months ago we did Ms. Saigon for the Expressions ’05 and I loved it but comedy? I don’t think so…I could never think of myself in a different genre. But I had no choice but to do it…Can you imagine? From Kim to a comical character, from heavy drama to comedy and from a musical play to a comical skit…Isn’t that a great change? I never thought we could all do it but we did. And all our efforts were paid off because we’ve seen how the teachers laughed at every scene and not just that for after the presentation we learned that a member of the faculty cried and was deeply affected. How could anyone ever forget this:" Ang Sugilanon sa Kinabuhi na ma’am Pasensyosa Manigbas"….hahaha =didn’t that make you laugh?